Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Should i change my path??
I have been thinking so much after i got the bad news, should i change my path? the path that i chose several years ago or it is too late for me to do that?...i tot i can grab this chance, i put everything for this even though i got many objections from people surround me because i believed it could give me opportunity to change my miserable life, but i am really sad now, i failed! i don't understand which part make me failed, or my condition now that made me failed. or i put too much hopes......i've been thinking and thinking but i still couldn't get any answer...i know what mistake i made but i believed on second chance, but why nobody can give me the second chance??
SHIT!!!
I really cannot believe that what i have been waiting for, desperately need that, is actually put as KIV? what the hell? those who did not appreciate or DO NOT NEED that can get it and i can't???? They will use it for nothing, they just want to have fun but i need that cause it can change my life for better....I am do sad:(
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Waiting.....
I just wonder how it would feel if you were asked to "wait", not just once but everytime you ask, they will say "wait"...Thats is a totally a NO NO ANSWER...how would you feel if i say that to you if you ask me something, not just something, but something important, something that probably or definitely could change your whole life?...Do you know "Waiting" is a cruelest kind of torture in this world? Just give me an answer, "Yes" or "No"!!!!!
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Have you heard about Vemma Builder?
Nowadays, people are actively looking for part time jobs to do because of the low monthly income. The expenses getting bigger and bigger but the pay will stay the same. Therefore, part time job is needed by everyone. In fact, we can see many advertisements or blogs talking about "home based business" which all you need is a computer with an internet access. Sometimes you do not have to apply for the use of internet service, you can use the free WiFi. It is available all over the towns nowadays.
But have you heard about VemmaBuilder? This is an online business that started almost 20 years in US and now it is available in Asia include Malaysia. As you can see from the newspapers and magazines reports, members can earn up to RM3000 per week without do much work. All you have to do is just spend about 1 to 2 hours online at HOME or during your lunch break.
Many people thought this scheme is a scam or "Skim Cepat Kaya" but you can see yourself on the news, they really succeed and became billionaire. Money won't just come like that, we need to do something to get it. Same thing with this scheme, you need to "give" something, that is your time and effort.
You might want to try yourself first like what i did, Vemma Builder give a 90 Days Free Trial and all you have to do is just visit the website: http://www.vemmabuilder.com/809807905 and enter your details. They will contact you for your next steps. Isn't it easy? :)...you should give it a try...
But have you heard about VemmaBuilder? This is an online business that started almost 20 years in US and now it is available in Asia include Malaysia. As you can see from the newspapers and magazines reports, members can earn up to RM3000 per week without do much work. All you have to do is just spend about 1 to 2 hours online at HOME or during your lunch break.
Many people thought this scheme is a scam or "Skim Cepat Kaya" but you can see yourself on the news, they really succeed and became billionaire. Money won't just come like that, we need to do something to get it. Same thing with this scheme, you need to "give" something, that is your time and effort.
You might want to try yourself first like what i did, Vemma Builder give a 90 Days Free Trial and all you have to do is just visit the website: http://www.vemmabuilder.com/809807905 and enter your details. They will contact you for your next steps. Isn't it easy? :)...you should give it a try...
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
2009/2010 Events
Tourism Department had organized plenty of trips, programs and events last year and also early this year but due to some problems, i can't post it here but it will be done very soon.
The most memorable one was the "Angels and Devils Formal Dinner" which was held last 05 May 2010 at Magellan Sutera Harbour. It was a glamorous and memorable night for everyone especially the graduates. Not forget our 2D1N Camping trip at KK Adventure Park. It was fun and lots of adventurous yet fun activities waiting for us when we arrived there.
Moreover, the day trip to Ranau to experienced the Fish Massage at Kampung Luanti, Tea making process at Sabah Tea Garden and drinking fresh milk at Dairy Farm. Yummy....
The most memorable one was the "Angels and Devils Formal Dinner" which was held last 05 May 2010 at Magellan Sutera Harbour. It was a glamorous and memorable night for everyone especially the graduates. Not forget our 2D1N Camping trip at KK Adventure Park. It was fun and lots of adventurous yet fun activities waiting for us when we arrived there.
Moreover, the day trip to Ranau to experienced the Fish Massage at Kampung Luanti, Tea making process at Sabah Tea Garden and drinking fresh milk at Dairy Farm. Yummy....
UiTM Young Lecturer's Scheme (Biasiswa Tenaga Pengajar Muda UiTM)
I am personally salute this scheme that really help those great students to pursue their study in both Master and Phd Level especially those who really cannot afford to burden of the expensive school fees nowadays. This scheme is offered by none other than Universiti Teknologi MARA. It is open to everyone who really into lecturing world but of course, there are some requirements before you can apply. You can pursue your study in Malaysia or overseas based on the availability of the courses that you apply but still, UiTM will decide it. Normally this scheme open for application at the end of year so better be alert to the newspaper advertisement or just visit their official website. After your study, you have to undergo about 6 months training (from what i heard) before you will be offered a lecturer post at any UiTM branches around Malaysia based on the courses availability.
TPM 2010/2011 just closed last December 2009 and most of the shortlisted candidates were gone for interview. There were hundreds of applicants every year but the quota very limited. So, will see who is lucky! But never give up, it is open every year so you can always try....All the best!! Stay alert to TPM 2011/2012 okay. Bravo UiTM!
TPM 2010/2011 just closed last December 2009 and most of the shortlisted candidates were gone for interview. There were hundreds of applicants every year but the quota very limited. So, will see who is lucky! But never give up, it is open every year so you can always try....All the best!! Stay alert to TPM 2011/2012 okay. Bravo UiTM!
The greatest lost...
As I sat on our old wooden dining table, i was staring at him while he was eating his dinner. He was my so called "best friend". I stared at his short, curly hair, and wished he could passed me his fried drumstick. But he didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
After dinner, he walked up to me and asked my help to make some hot milo for him and i did it. He said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on my cheek. I wanted to tell him that i will be there when he needs me but I'm just too shy and I don't know why.
11 years old
The phone rang. On the other end, it was him. He was in tears, mumbling on and on about how his classmates had treated him badly. He asked me to come over to company him at school because he didn't want to be alone, but i couldn't so i promised to company him when i get back. As I sat next to him on the sofa, I stared at his soft eyes, wishing i could do something to make him happy. After 2 hours, one Power Rangers cartoon, and three bags of chips, he decided to go to sleep. He looked at me, said "thanks". I wanted to tell him that i will be there when he needs me but I'm just too shy and I don't know why.
17 years old
The day before I left for my further study, he came to me and told me a lot about his first crush. He couldn't open his mouth to say "hi" to the girl he admired. He said he just can staring at her in the class. He stared her long, silky hair, and wished she was belongs to him. When i looked at his eyes and the way he expressed the feelings, i can only smile and realized that he will never be mine only, he is growing up and need to find the person he loves.I wanted to tell him that i will be there when he needs me but I'm just too shy and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of my house. That guy is getting engaged now. I watched him say "I do" and drive off to his new life, engaged to another girl. I wanted him to be my "best friend" forever, but thats impossible, he loves her and she is his first crush. I am very happy for him and he managed to sneaked a couple of minutes of his important day just to say "Thank you" to me which i do not know what was that for but deep in my heart, i was so happy to heard that from his mouth. At that time, I can only prayed for his happiness and i can't wait to see him with the girl that he loves so much, walking down the aisle of the church where he is going to get married. I wanted to tell him that i will be there when he needs me but I'm just too shy and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a guy who used to be my "best friend". Everybody cried for the sudden lost, i couldn't stop my tears. He didn't even say goodbye to me and he just gone forever. I suddenly felt this world is so empty. At the service, the fiancée read his life story. This is what she read: He loves the family so much and he really grateful to have a sister who is not just a sister but a "best friend" that he could say anything he wants, make jokes and laughs. Even though she likes to scold him but he never had hard feeling about that instead he felt grateful to have somebody who will scold him when he is doing something wrong. But he was so sad because when she got problems, she just kept it herself. He wanted to tell her that he will be there when she needs him but he was just too shy and he didn't know why..........I thought to my self, and I cried. "I am sorry my little brother..you are my best friend forever.."
After dinner, he walked up to me and asked my help to make some hot milo for him and i did it. He said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on my cheek. I wanted to tell him that i will be there when he needs me but I'm just too shy and I don't know why.
11 years old
The phone rang. On the other end, it was him. He was in tears, mumbling on and on about how his classmates had treated him badly. He asked me to come over to company him at school because he didn't want to be alone, but i couldn't so i promised to company him when i get back. As I sat next to him on the sofa, I stared at his soft eyes, wishing i could do something to make him happy. After 2 hours, one Power Rangers cartoon, and three bags of chips, he decided to go to sleep. He looked at me, said "thanks". I wanted to tell him that i will be there when he needs me but I'm just too shy and I don't know why.
17 years old
The day before I left for my further study, he came to me and told me a lot about his first crush. He couldn't open his mouth to say "hi" to the girl he admired. He said he just can staring at her in the class. He stared her long, silky hair, and wished she was belongs to him. When i looked at his eyes and the way he expressed the feelings, i can only smile and realized that he will never be mine only, he is growing up and need to find the person he loves.I wanted to tell him that i will be there when he needs me but I'm just too shy and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of my house. That guy is getting engaged now. I watched him say "I do" and drive off to his new life, engaged to another girl. I wanted him to be my "best friend" forever, but thats impossible, he loves her and she is his first crush. I am very happy for him and he managed to sneaked a couple of minutes of his important day just to say "Thank you" to me which i do not know what was that for but deep in my heart, i was so happy to heard that from his mouth. At that time, I can only prayed for his happiness and i can't wait to see him with the girl that he loves so much, walking down the aisle of the church where he is going to get married. I wanted to tell him that i will be there when he needs me but I'm just too shy and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a guy who used to be my "best friend". Everybody cried for the sudden lost, i couldn't stop my tears. He didn't even say goodbye to me and he just gone forever. I suddenly felt this world is so empty. At the service, the fiancée read his life story. This is what she read: He loves the family so much and he really grateful to have a sister who is not just a sister but a "best friend" that he could say anything he wants, make jokes and laughs. Even though she likes to scold him but he never had hard feeling about that instead he felt grateful to have somebody who will scold him when he is doing something wrong. But he was so sad because when she got problems, she just kept it herself. He wanted to tell her that he will be there when she needs him but he was just too shy and he didn't know why..........I thought to my self, and I cried. "I am sorry my little brother..you are my best friend forever.."
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